Everyday I wake up, I dislike this country more.
Everyday I wake up, I hate myself more.
So far I'm just a failure through out these years in this country. I fail on friendship, social, and now work. The only exception is my GPA, but that just proved I'm nothing more than a reading and test machine.
Why am I here anyway? I feel that now I "must" get a career here because if I don't, then my trip to this country will be concluded as a TOTAL FAILURE, and everyone gonna ask me "why you don't have work experience, I thought this country has so many opportunities for your degree".
Everything is just pain now and there is no any reward now or likely in the future.